You know when people say that you can never go back home? I didn’t believe it until the road home stretched before me like a thread unraveling from a worn-out tapestry.
The trees, the streets, the faded storefront, they all reminded me of a past that I’d tried to bury many times over the years. The high school reunion was supposed to be a simple trip down memory lane.
A street in an old town | Source: Midjourney
I didn’t want to go, but my horoscope told me to be spontaneous and do something different. Before I knew it, I was replying to the RSVP.
“It’s not a bad idea, Marissa,” my husband said. “You go, smile, laugh at old jokes, sip bad punch, and leave. And anyway, it’s been years since you’ve been to your parents’ house. We can’t always fly them up and down. You’re going to have to go back at some point.”
He was right. I mean, of course, Nathan was right. He was always right.
A smiling man sitting on a bed | Source: Midjourney
But as I drove into town, a weight settled on my chest. I hadn’t been back since Penelope visited.
“Have fun, darling,” my mother said as I changed into my outfit for the reunion. “I’ll have the bed made up for you by the time you get home.”
The reunion was already buzzing when I walked in. There were familiar faces, some more worn than others, greeting me with half-smiles and awkward hugs. The gym smelled of polished wood and nostalgia, but other than that, it didn’t look like anything had changed.
A woman holding a glass of champagne | Source: Midjourney
For some reason, people spoke in hushed tones, eyes darting around like they were searching for someone… or avoiding someone?
“Guess we don’t invite the missing, huh? Penelope, anyone?” said a voice from behind me.
I turned around to see an old classmate, slightly buzzed, smirking as he sipped whiskey.
My grip on my glass of champagne tightened. I forced a smile, but inside, my mind was spinning.
Penelope.
A man holding a glass of whiskey | Source: Midjourney
Her name hadn’t been spoken in years, at least not to my face. It hung in the air, heavy with unsaid things.
“Some jokes don’t age well, Malcolm,” I said, turning away before the conversation could dig deeper into my carefully constructed façade.
I didn’t want to be here.
Later that night, back in my childhood room, sleep felt… distant. The house was too quiet, the kind of quiet that amplifies every creak. I remembered how difficult it used to be when I wanted to sneak out at night in my teens. This house held no secrets.
A woman sitting in her bed | Source: Midjourney
Instead of trying to sleep, I found myself rummaging through my old bookshelf, chasing ghosts.
One ghost in particular: Penelope.
Then, I found it—my yearbook. The leather cover was cracked, the pages yellowed with time. And as I flipped through, I stopped at Penelope’s page.
There, scribbled in handwriting I didn’t recognize, was a note.
Meet me where it all began.
A woman standing in front of a bookshelf | Source: Midjourney
I stared at the words, my pulse racing.
Had I written this? Had she? The memories came flooding back—the last time I saw Penelope, the fight, the betrayal, and the unanswered questions that had haunted me since I was eighteen. For the life of me, I couldn’t remember who had written that note. I closed the book and looked at it, uneasy.
The next morning, the weight of those six words pulled me out of the house and into the heart of town. I needed answers. Why else was I here?
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My first stop was the school, where an old teacher, Mrs. Harper, still worked. My shoes loudly announced my arrival as I walked into her classroom.
Mrs. Harper’s face lit up when she saw me, but the light dimmed as soon as I mentioned Penelope.
“Oh, Marissa,” she said. “You’re still on that? It’s been years, honey… Haven’t you moved on?”
“Tell me what you know, please,” I pleaded.
The exterior of a high school | Source: Midjourney
“She was troubled,” Mrs. Harper said, her eyes darting away. “But back then… people didn’t talk about these things. It was easier to pretend it was just teenage drama.”
“So, you knew?” I asked, leaning in. “You knew she was struggling, and no one did anything?”
“Penelope always seemed like she was carrying the weight of the world. She’d have these moments where she’d zone out completely, like she was somewhere else. I suggested she talk to the school counselor.”
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I had a flashback of Penelope hunched over the bathroom sink. Her eyes were bloodshot, and her hair was wild, like she had been pulling at her hair, finally at her wits’ end.
“Pen,” I said, walking closer to her. “Talk to me?”
Penelope glanced at her reflection, her eyes hollow.
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“Do you ever feel like… like you’re drowning, even when nothing’s wrong? Like you can’t breathe, but everyone around you just sees you smiling?”
“Pen, maybe you need to talk to someone. Someone who can help.”
Penelope scoffed, a bitter laugh escaping her lips.
“Help? They’ll just say I’m overreacting. That I’m fine, just a little stressed. But it’s more than that, Marissa. It’s like… I don’t belong anywhere. Not in this town, not in my own head.”
A teenage girl in a bathroom | Source: Midjourney
Mrs. Harper sighed, bringing me back to the present. Her hands were trembling slightly as she adjusted the paper on her desk.
“We all should have done more. But you have to understand, Marissa. This town thrives on looking the other way.”
Her words stung, but they were true. This town had always been a master of denial from the time I was a child.
As I left the school, I bumped into an old friend, Jackson. He looked worse for wear, the years marked on his face with age.
A woman walking in a street | Source: Midjourney
“Mari!” he bellowed. “What are you doing here? I didn’t see you last night at the school!”
“I left early,” I said simply.
“Come, let’s get a cup of coffee,” he said.
We went to the old rundown diner that had been around for my entire life. And Jackson let slip more than he probably intended.
“You know, if you’re still looking for Penelope… Marissa, she wasn’t the angel everyone made her out to be,” Jackson muttered, stirring his coffee with a shaking hand.
The interior of a diner | Source: Midjourney
“What are you talking about?” I demanded, my voice low but firm.
Honestly, what was this man going to tell me that I didn’t already know? And about Penelope? Even when she went missing, everyone made up their own stories about her. We were eighteen. We didn’t know better.
“She had secrets,” he said. “Big ones. We all did, you know.”
“Jackson,” I leaned closer. “If you know something, you need to tell me. I need to know the truth. I need to put this to bed before I go home. This cannot take away more of my life.”
A man sitting in a diner | Source: Midjourney
He hesitated before dropping a name.
“Mr. Gregson,” he said. “He knew everything.”
Mr. Gregson.
The name sent a shiver down my spine. He was a respected figure in the community. He was a man everyone trusted. If he was involved in something… it suddenly complicated everything.
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Later that day, back in my parents’ home, I dug through more of my old things. That’s when I found them—Penelope’s diaries. Her mother had given them to me years ago, but I’d shoved them in a box, too scared to confront the truth.
“You have them, darling,” she said. “I don’t know what else I can get from them. Maybe you’ll find something.”
Now, as I read through Pen’s words, the reality of her pain became undeniable.
A box full of old diaries and paper | Source: Midjourney
One entry read:
Some days, it feels like I’m watching my life through a foggy window. Everyone else seems so clear, so sure of themselves. But I’m just… drifting. I tried telling Marissa once, but how do you explain something you can’t even understand?
Another one read:
Today, I felt nothing. Not sadness, not happiness. Just… emptiness. I smiled at school, laughed when I was supposed to. But inside, it was like I wasn’t even there. If they could see the real me, would they still pretend I’m okay?
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Each page revealed a deeper layer of her struggle, her isolation, her desperation to be seen and heard and acknowledged for who she was. I could almost hear her voice, a haunting of the girl I once knew but never fully understood.
Fueled by the weight of Penelope’s words, I tracked down Mr. Gregson. I knew that confronting him was like walking into a lion’s den, but I couldn’t turn back now.
I was so close to finding out something new about Penelope. I was so close to putting all the mystery, the hurt, and the loss away.
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“Marissa,” he said, his voice as calm as ever as I walked into the ex-principal-now-mayor’s office. “What brings you back after all this time? Visiting your parents?”
“Penelope,” I said, not bothering with pleasantries. “I need to know what happened.”
“That’s a name I haven’t heard in a long time,” he said.
“But it’s a name that you remember, right? You knew what she was going through, didn’t you? You were the principal during our time.”
A man sitting at his desk | Source: Midjourney
Mr. Gregson’s composure cracked.
“I tried to help her, Marissa,” he admitted. “But there’s only so much one person can do.”
“So, you did nothing?” my voice wavered. “You left her to disappear instead of helping her understand what was going on in her mind?”
He looked down, the weight of years of silence pressing on his shoulders. “Sometimes, keeping the past buried feels like the only way to… survive.”
“What happened?” I asked. “Where did she go?”
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“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” he said.
“You do,” I pressed.
We were silent for a long time. Mr. Gregson began to sweat; he used his handkerchief to mop his forehead.
“I sent her away,” he admitted. “I told her mother that the girl was a danger to us all. She had mental… issues, Marissa. So, she needed to go. She was making things up. She framed me for… things. And the board was breathing down my neck. They didn’t want trouble, and Penelope… she was trouble. We all needed her gone.”
“Where? Where did you send her?” I demanded, my hands holding the chair’s armrests tightly.
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This was the closest I had ever been to knowing what happened to my childhood friend. I felt nauseous.
“Cold River,” he said.
“The institute?” I gasped. “That place was a dumping ground for people that nobody wants to deal with. You didn’t send her there to get help. You sent her there to be forgotten.”
“It’s a sanatorium, Marissa. I did nothing wrong by sending her there.”
“Then why did her mother think she went missing? That she disappeared. You didn’t tell her the truth?”
The exterior of a sanatorium | Source: Midjourney
“I’ve said too much, Marissa,” he said. “Please, leave.”
I listened. There was nothing more I could ask. The man oozed unpleasantness and when he told me to leave, there was violence in his voice.
That night, I returned to the edge of town, to the place where Penelope first mentioned that she had no control over her mind. It was an old treehouse in a field that was constantly being bought and sold.
An old treehouse in a field | Source: Midjourney
I found the friendship bracelet that I had buried after Penelope disappeared. This was where it began… and ended.
I crouched down by the base of the tree, tracing the initials we’d carved as kids. Penelope used to say this was her safe space. But I never realized how much she needed one. I thought she was just being dramatic like we all were back then.
I didn’t see how much she was hurting. I didn’t see how lost she felt.
Letters carved into a tree trunk | Source: Midjourney
I didn’t know what to do next. Should I go to the sanatorium? Penelope’s mother was long deceased, driven mad by her child’s disappearance. There was nobody else.
Go home to your family, Marissa, I told myself. Nathan and the kids need you more than this.
But what if Penelope was still in there? Would she recognize me? Would she want to see me? The last time we spoke, I accused her of wanting attention. And that there was nothing wrong with her mind.
Go home.
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As I turned to leave, my phone buzzed. I pulled it out, expecting a message from Nathan, or even one of the old friends I’d seen at the reunion.
Instead, it was an unknown number.
You found the truth, Mari. But there’s more.
My heart pounded. The past wasn’t done with me yet. Could I really walk away now? What if Penelope was waiting for someone to finally find her?
A woman holding her phone | Source: Midjourney
But was I the person she would want to see? And what more was there to find out? Maybe it was better not to know…
I didn’t know what to do, I just wanted to go home.
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